xiao di
220.255.235.103
oh i understand le..u muz have depression like joyce...no wonder u so bitchy la...wat happen huh??aiya muz be tio out cast too...hmm..outcast fren wif outcast...nice team man..no wonder so renyao
29 April 2006, 13:49 [GMT]

nevermind that, besides, they have decided to enlarge their entourage. Too bad for them, we have decided not to. But then again, we need not because we are open and aboveboard.

momo->passerbyTWO
220.255.241.150
i link dem coz i tink deir blog nice..cannot arh? nt lyk sum ppl muz go ask ppl link dem lor..
30 April 2006, 09:47 [GMT]

passerbyTWO
203.124.2.20
wei DA DI, people depressed none of ur fking prob wad... y care so much?? KA PUI! fking ass speakin fer useless pigs... HAHAHA
30 April 2006, 09:24 [GMT]

And I thought DA DI is that character in the channel 8 show. Feels like she talking to the air like that. Pigs are never useless.

passerbyTWO
203.124.2.20
i shall mock at DA DI, n yingli veri extra lor... ppl nv link her, oso go n anyhw link ppl... DESPO KIAS
30 April 2006, 09:25 [GMT]

Mock at people also must see the place. There's no DA DI here. Plus, if you're saying me, please watch your tense.

passerbyTWO
203.124.2.20
ya hor, dunno y sum ppl so kaypoh one neh... ppl quarrel oso go n kpo... caterpillars. puipuipui! x100
30 April 2006, 09:28 [GMT]

Talking to oneself is a sign of insanity or depression. Caterpillars+moth=no link. Caterpillars+leaves=got link. If you can't understand the equations stated, good luck for your maths.

passerbyTWO
203.124.2.20
eh cb kia... i nt scared of u lor
30 April 2006, 09:50 [GMT]

Did I kao bei? You're the one who think you're superior and you're the one who keep thinking you're great. You're the one who have a problem. You're the one who kao bei here.

a
219.74.50.103
who knows that xiaodi is just u in disguise. lmao. get a life la. know u no friends also dun nid go until dis extend :O sucker.
30 April 2006, 09:51 [GMT]

Do I need to pose as xiao di just to type? Do I need to pose as xiao di to boost my morale? Do I need xiao di to act as my backer? If I have no friends, at least I can still hold my head up.

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As said by every other blogger, a blog is an online diary, a journal, a personal space to vent emotions on. But, if one truly take this webpage as a personal space, one would be bothered by any negative comments. However, if one takes this page as a place to vent emotions, NO comments would affect the blogger. Forget it, you wouldn't understand. I'm not the one there. I'm me, and NOT anybody else. Since xiao di wants to concentrate on his studies, I probably should also do that. Obviously, no guranteed results. If most people really do what they say, there would not be as many procrastinators as there are now. Some people are just plain wierd. Blogs might coincidentally be talking about the same thing but in different context and about different people but someone just told me that it looks like I'm quarrelling with somebody else. Nevermind, I'm open-minded, I wouldn't do anyhting bad or illegal. I'll just go by the open and legal way, that is if I'm forced to do so.

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Alright, PasserbyTWO, if you want to come after me, PLEASE IMPROVE YOUR ENGLISH AND TYPING SKILLS BEFORE YOU COME. P.S. I did NOT say that I have wonderful typing. If you want the attention, please go somewhere else. AND, IF YOU HAVE SO MUCH TIME, PLEASE LOOK YOURSELVES UP ON THE MIRROR BEFORE YOU DECIDE TO DO ANYTHING, ANYTHING AT ALL. I'M NOT VERY NICE WHEN PROVOKED. I What? Shocked? Hmm... I don't know you alright. But you seem to know me. Interesting, not. I know who you are. If you think you're great, you are NOT. You call me a bitch? I have something called self-esteem and it's a feeling of being lovable and capaable. It enables me, however, to have a positive opinion on myself and because I have self-esteem, I don't think too highly of myself and see others as inferior. I don't think you understood what I had blogged about and feel enraged that I had insulted your friend. You don't even know the theory on reverse psychology.

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Right, so you say you have found out. Maybe, but depending on the source, you might get the full or truthful one. You said you knew the story right down to the smallest detail. The person worth the sympathy is that who, despite his blues, can face the world and its people together with whatever they throw at him/her, can still smile and laugh at anything and do his/her best to make everyone else around happy. Looks are indeed deceiving. People often hear about the stories of other people. But, who had ever heard about stories about themselves? How often can you hear that? If you're lucky, sometimes you hear them a few times in you life, sometimes you hear none. If you're not, sometimes you hear none, sometimes you even hear fake ones, telling you about how good you are when you in fact are not. People ALWAYS change. They have to, whether they think they know or not. But, I believe that there has to a positive reason as to why they become the way they did. How do you get your pocket money? How much hard work does he have to put in to provide you with what you already have? How much electricity do you use? You might think not much. But if you ad everything together, it IS alot. You think he is bossing you around? Why not think WHY he is doing that? If you could be more responsible and do your best to compromise with your sister. If you had... Would he have feel the need to boss you? If you think so, are you sure, rally really, very sure? If you feel the need to mutilate yourself, why don't you wait a few more years before you decide to let everything out. It is easy. You can just donate your blood to the blood bank, rather than waste it all in your bedroom or wherever. If your mum cries about your sister because she is cutting herself, why should you make her cry even more by cutting yourself too? You ARE a selfish brat if you didn't realise. Instead of asking your sister those questions, why not ask yourself? If you don't want her to cut her wrists too, why can't you set an example? She went to put her talents into full use. If you think that he is such a person and thinks like that, you are so WRONG.

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To passerby, I'm so tired of replying your tag on MY tagboard. Did I even say that everything that I have tagged is directed to YOU? Why do people nowadays like think themselves as superiors. Seriously, it's NOT the case. By the way, by being a peer, I feel the need to correct you in your language so that YOU can improve. It's supposed to be "has no link", and NOT "non linkable". If you're REALLY a passerby, you won't have come to MY blog to reply my tags anyway. Also, NOBODY said that you are supposed to see ME. What makes you think that I didn't have to get MY eyes checked after seeing you? What makes you think that I didn't have to do a FULL-BODY check-up after seeing you? But then again, I have no idea who you are, so, I AM not supposed to have all these wierd symptoms. I'm a lazy person and thus, I shall NOT correct ALL your language mistakes, but instead, take it that you are just NOT a left-brainer like me. Funny thing is, you don't seem to BELIEVE that I said that I DO NOT know Quan Yuan. You're JUST a passerby, and you shouldn't assume too many things, you know. And, how do you know that you are NOT the one who is messing up that guy's life? How do you know that you are NOT the one who is, in actual fact, interfering his life? How do you know ANYTHING about him at all? Are you sure he treats you as a friend? How do YOU define a friend, and, how do you know HIS definition of a friend? So, you are saying that you are ALSO from css? Are you pretty? Or do you THINK that you are pretty. If not, are you rich? Please ask yourself, ARE YOU WORTH ENOUGH FOR PEOPLE TO FOLLOW? Maybe, maybe not, I don't know you anyway. Too bad. Who is your best friend anyway, or the one whom you named that as? Can you gurantee that she sees you as a best friend? Can you really treat him/her as a best friend? No link you know? Thank you for encouraging me. At least I know someone who dislikes me but still wants me to do well in MY 'O' levels. How sad, I'm taking this disgusting examination THIS year. By the way, you said "nah, i wasnt saying the 'JOYCE' u were referring to on your, 'SWEET AND CUTE POST' ." So does that mean that you have a friend named Joyce and she is NOT sweet nor nice? Amazing, and you said she is your best friend.

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Oh man. I failed the test and that means I have to go back to the main office JUST to take the test. Yu Yuan is a cute guy. He is tall and skinny and is funny. He is very humorous with high flexibility. Alright, he only stand at 183cm, around Wei Keat's height. Niao him is a very fun activity because he will give all sorts of wierdo reasons and counter any attacks he gets. Amin, a monkey and potential bapok, is very funny guy person too. I'm just too used to calling him 'bapok' during the AKLTG course already, that's why I am rather addicted to calling him bapok. Somehow, he remembered Charles and me as part fo his batch. Alright, that probably means he remembers us as that "horny" batch. It's not that we are all horny or what, but we just happened to have the same response to whatever they say. And, because they aren't exactly saints, they think that we are thinking crooked too. Tall, muscular, combat engineer, Wayne is supposedly a gay. Alright! How nice is that? Really hate standing beside Wayne because he will ALWAYS make me seem very, very small. I'm like alot shorter than him, and quite a fair bit smaller in size than him. He's also a clumsy guy as he had tripped over the whiteboard while making an attempt than put Amin down. The reason for him to niao Amin, was that he felt that Amin always did that to him. Childish boy, but all in all, he still rocks.

Eugene, our assistnat program director for the June camps, is cute. Felt that he looks 'dao' at first sight, since he was just beside me, but gradually, I found that he was actually very nice. At first, you think that he's quite matured but he seems to be a shy little kid who doesn't dare nor want to express his views.

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I miss Joyce. Really, really miss her. She is this really cute girl. However, she can set a very good example of herself in front of herself. Plus, she can also influence others positively always! Although I didn't actually interact with her much but I like the way she behaves and just herself. Nicholas rocks too. Loved his name and he is also a cantonese, just like me! Really liked him alot because he resembles one of my friend, and I mean totally. Not only does he looks like Eugene, walk like him, act like him, carry bag like him and everything else, he also resembles Arif in character. The ' you name it, he do it' character is totally him. Vanessa is a really cute little girl and she really rocks my world. Also, she likes to stretch her limits and interact with people she doesn't know much of or at all. And, she is also a really friendly person. She is a loyal person too. She doen't just mix around with her new-found-friends and forgets about her 'old' friends. She continues to plan her time well and balance out her time for both categories of friends.

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Amusing, I find it totally amusing. Wonderfully amusing. I find this entire thing amusing too. So much so that I have finally fallen sick. Good. That way, I can participate 100% for tomorrow and of course Sunday too. In case of any mistakes, I shall repeat some of my previous statements. I will not let you win. This is not just for myself. And yes. I will WIN. You will not. Wonderful. Despite after like aaround 30mins of being told off, I'm still here blogging these stuff. I really should stuff it. Sometimes I really find myself irritating and talking too much. But then again, I should really recount on how many words I have put down on paper. They are even greater in amounts.

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Can you name 21 people you can think of right of the top of your head?Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people(in totally random order)
1) Xavier
2) Yen Ling
3) Xue Ming
4) Shun Ding
5) Quan Yuan
6)Joyce (geylang met)
7)Joyce (css)
8) Grace
9) Kimberlyn
10) Lin Hui
11) Danny
12) Wayne
13) Gerald (akltg)
14) Gerald (css)
15) Bing Jie
16) Shu Jun
17) Pui Fun
18) Wan Kee
19) Jasmine (4/3)
20) Liying
21) Hui Shin

The Questions:
-How did you meet 10?
Coach Training
-What would do you if you had never met 6?
I didn't know joyce aren't that bad.
-What would you do if 19 and 15 dated?
As far as i know, they are not lesbians.
-Have you ever seen 13 cry?
nope..if he did i wud b scared 2 hell..
-Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
nope. Wayne is straight though I'm unsure about Shun Ding.
-Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
Good Question. Feasible idea but they seem to clash each other.
-What is number 3's best quality?
Being nice to other people, especially me.
-Do you like 12?
Urmm. Not bad because he is nice and evil and all.
-What's 7's favorite color?
God. I don't care. So why would I know? Crazy.
-What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
Actually, he already did.
-When was the last time you talked to number 19?
No exact idea. Like quite long didn't talk already.
-Grade is 16 in?
Sec4. Same as me.
-What is 5's favorite music?
God. Again, how would I know. And do I look as if I care?
-Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2?
Lets see. We are currently good friends. Is that serious enough?
-Where does 18 live?
Somewher opposite Yuhua Village. That's as far as I know.
-What do you think about 20?
Oboeist! She would be a great one indeed.
-What is the best thing about 2?
Lend me a place to let out my sadist vibes.
-What would you like to tell 9 right now?
Now, where would you like to be seated tommorow?
-How did you meet 15?
Through Coach Training. She's in my group.
-Are you going to know 1 forever?
Should be, if he can take the pressure from me or vice versa.

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站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
in my heart we'll never be apart

残留手上的香味
提醒我在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
i will love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

残留手上的香味
提醒我在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
i will love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

Sa Rang Hae Yo means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
i will love you and forevermore我答应
baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

oh baby i will love you because
我都属于你

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Blog. I shall blog. Shall blog about stupidly lame stuff. Please, I'm obviously not a lesbian. I'm just a tad little bit pissed at her. For she made fun of me, in front of him, and behind my back. How? She thinks that I was being literally being lame today. It doesn't matter much actually. But she made fun of me behind my back but act like stranger to me when in front of me. Why? Why? Why can't somebody go control certain species/breed of human? I think the world needs more people like that. Then things can get a little bit easier for me. But thinking again, things might get alot worse, alot. Then again, I can't stand my life. Yes, I shall once again do the whine-on-the-blog thing. Well, it's not like I whine about everything that happened in my life, i don't right? Fine. Who cares anyway. School seems so faraway now. I can't seem to really truly stay in school anymore. I don't hate school for a funny fact. Too bad.

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Oh God. I haven't done my chinese composition yet. I'm going to be so dead. Doesn't matter anyway, shall have to do it later or tommorow morning. Crap, can't find that interesting horoscope book at the Jurong Point's Popular. I really want to get that book after what Yenling read from hers. Good, now I have to go to the Jurong East branch to get it and if it's not there then I'm going to have to go somewhere else. Need to remember to buy currypuff from Old Chang Kee's tommorow morning because Yenling wants them and I'm craving for them too. Hope what Warren said is true, that it opens at an exceptionally unearthly time. Now, I can't remember what other homework I have for the other subjects. Shall make it a point to never go to school without my all-time loyal organiser. I admit I'm totally useless without it in school. Now I shall make a last-ditch attempt at remembering my homework.

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Ms Kokila and Ms Irene Lim got trapped on the 6th floor yesterday. Just because they were trying to convey a message to the class by writing on the whiteboard. The auntie didn't know they were there and thus, closed the shutters. I ran down the stairs to find the auntie but the door to the general office was locked. Then, just now, Ms Kokila said that I RAN AWAY AND LEFT HER AND MS. IRENE LIM. God, I shouldn't have gone that fast to try to 'rescue' them as Mrs. Loh came out a a right timing and also went down to rescue them. Hey, I just didn't go up with the auntie and Mrs. Loh. That's also because I know that I can trust Mrs. Loh and that auntie, that's why I didn't go up.

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I've got lots of filing to do and I absolutely agree with Nicholas that filing IS a waste of time. I don't get how anybody can better understand something by reviewing what has been done and marked already. Well, unless that someone just wants to know what to be expected of the exam and sorts. Or else, I have totally no idea what to do with these worksheets other than to sell them to the karang kuni or the recycling companies. Paper is precious. Although trees are renewable sources, they might become non-renewable if we, humans, do NOT give time to grow and replace their own kind. Oil is a non-renewable resource and using electicity helps deplete the world's supply of oil. But without it, we are at a loss. This is why we study geography on pieces of paper with coloured printing by machines. We must really learn to treasure our geography textbooks. Wonderful, tommorow I have a geography test on some topics which I couldn't remember Gerald said. He did of course, so I must have not been paying attention that time. Nope, I DEFINITELY did not fall asleep that time, just distracted by some unknown stuff. However, I am unable to do so, because my own textbook has gone missing from under my table, my sanctuary of books and files. More of files actually as they are the really bulky type and rather difficult to hold onto, especially like on a bus full of people. That is also coupled with my sweaty palms. I, and probably whoever is reading this, would agree that those are just stupid excuses. Yes, they are, made up just to deceive the brain that I am unable to bring the files home only because I'm just another big lazy bum. Doesn't matter anyway, I will find some way to bring those ridiculous files home and hopefully find some space to stash them away. Away from prying eyes, aaway from my feet so that I would not trip, away from my own eyes so I would find them irritating the shit out of me. Good, I shall do that after the Adam Khoo booster workshop after, hopefully, Amin has managed to once again motivate me.

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Koko Krunch!!!

I simply love breakfast cereals, especially Nestle breafast cereals. Shall bring the entire box of Koko Krunch to school and maybe Yixiang would have some adjective to describe me. She saw HIM today when she was going home from NUS. Yepps, went home with Xavier but I pulled him about to get my stuff. Chinese tommorow and I haven't do my chinese overdue worksheet or hand in my chinese file which I was supposed to today, like sometime during recess? God, I finished my trial NAPFA in a record of like 25 minutes? Ran like shit today because I simply have no strength to run plus I walked Jesselyn back to the starting point during the first round. But, somehow I ran, or rather, walked an extra round. Just as well, I wasn't feeling very well that time and the extra round helped me cool down, relax and keep myself in check.
Slept through Maths today with very interesting happenings. There was some sort of a timeout and I was partial sleeping on the table when she suddenly asked why I was so tired and I just shrugged from the table. I guess I was just too tired after having menses and going for 5 rounds during recess. Practically didn't eat anything during recess because I was having chest pains, headache and other stuff. Anyways,
KOKO KRUNCH ROCKS!!!

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They were playing cards again during chinese remedial, just because Mrs Tan went to 4/3. Nope, this time, Desmie, Yi Chuan and the rest did NOT use my table even though the fengshui is good. I think it's because I had all my files and books in one BIG stack on the table and they have to wait for me to clear it. After I cleared, I realised that Yi Chuan had gone to sit with Desmie at Wei Chee there. Obviously they played cards there. Didn't realise that Desmie is addicted to winning. Slapped his shoulder ubt he thought I was trying to catch his attention but I tink it's just because he is not the type of superstitious people who believed that tapping the shoulder would cause you to lose. But for a fact, I do know that Yi Chuan is.

Something caught my attention just now, during a phone conversation. Instead, Xavier got chided at by BaoWen. Too bad, not exactly my fault though I should have ask nicely. No exact definition though because I seem to be on good terms with many guys. Desmie is still the closest guy I am to. That might only be because we played all the way from Sec 1. Until now. And I'm going to make sure that we continue playing until we grow old! He can be said to be my best guy friend.

DESMIE万岁!

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ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!
ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!
ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!
ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!ZHIYANG WON!!!

Yepps. Zhiyang IS the Campus Superstar. Is he going to get that 2 years contract? Or just the $8000+ prizes only? Hwa Chong Instituition is goint to get a half-day off tommorow and Yenling is going to lose $100.

Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!Oh my God!!!

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Okays.

ZHIYANG VERY CUTE!!!! ADRIANO ROCKS!!!!

I totally detests that Cai Jia Hang girl. She just don't give me that nice 'lil feeling. That's probably why she got out. I like Zhiyang's braces. They are impossibly clear and transparent. Yenling don't want Zhiyang to win, if not, she would lose $100 worth of bets and Hwa Chong Instituition gets a half-day off tommorow. I simply envy them. But I don't get why they got all those from the junior college section people to go down to Mediacorp to support Zhiyang. The way he sang Lian Ai Da Ren with Shi Xin Huey makes me jealous. At least he doesn't look or sound very stressed. Maybe he really is because the entire school is depending on him to get their half-day tommorow. Why that Teresa's hair ALWAYS the same one? Always that style. Zhiyang cute!!! I like the way he holds the microphone. Although it looks like how He Weijian holds it, IT'S DIFFERENT!!

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Right. Now I made him angry again. It seems to be happening on a regular basis right? When was the last time I got pissed at him and didn't want to speak to him? When was the last time I was this petty? When did I demand such a thing? When was it when I really wanted to hang up and made an excuse to. God, I don't even remember doing some of these stuff. Fine, maybe you weren't trying to hang up or you didn't make an excuse to hang up, but you did. Yepps, to me you seems to have done that. Okay. I do hope that that IS going to be the last, maybe there might be more, time I'm doing that whine-on-your-blog thing. But if this is getting me somewhere, I shall consider doing this more often. Maybe it's just going to make him pissed and ignore me? Lecture me again? Make me sad again? Make me cry into the night? To sleep? Heck, I don't want to care anymore right? Good. But hey, I really don't know okays? I really can't think. I'm like, retarded? Moron? Idiot? Or just plain stupid? Never mind. I'm not, really not, seriously angry at you alrights. just sometimes I feel you just simply don't understand and try to think that you do alright? In fact, many people think like this. And I KNOW. Heard many things. Said many too. But I know my limits alright? I'm not that supid fine? I just can't use my brainsthis way. I'm a freaking whole-brainer. Although now I'm more predominantly left-brained. I'm not that right-brained already. So I can't thinkg of creative ways. You just don't care do you? I know.

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Homework. School. You. Me. Hair. Shoe. Ipod. Computer. Virus. Bacteria. That thing. This thing.

I am very tired le.That that thing is bothering me. Don't, and probably won't, understand what is going on or how to go about solving it. Not my concern anyway. It's theirs. Why don't we just let them settle it. We shall take the backseat for once and watch this thing. Maybe if we happy then we just offer them SOME advice if they really can't handle it. Humans sucks. Relationships between them suck even more. But then again, forget it. Forgetting everything easily is the only thing good about being human. I shall bring my deceive-your-subconcious level to a higher level.

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BLOG!!! I'm blogging...in perfect english and try to improve my english and also to be able to write better narrative essays and try NOT to dissapoint Mr. Chia(who feels that I have potential in writing wonderful and much better stories).

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