Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, I made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl (you live)
Because you live
My world
My world
Has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live,
I live,
I live

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It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lock down
And then you turned me around
And I feel like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I feel like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I feel just like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

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The past two weeks has been an absolute whirlpool of emotions. A mental photo album which I'll have to keep forever. Everyday is filled with happy&sad times. Times of strength&weakness. These are days when everyday is a new beginning, litreally a day of unknown.

Yet, the five days that stuck out prominently, are the days which I'll hold dear to me. It's these five days, which I'd been proven that I can be strong enough to hold on. And now, my life has changed, and a brand new book of adventure is ready to be written!

p.s.: I really dislike Adobe =(

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We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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I miss you Jordan.
We all do.
That's why, we have to let you go
And move on.

From now on,
You have to get used to the new environment.
You need to adapt to not having us around,
Just like we need to too.

This time,
It'll be your turn to wait.
Your turn to take car of us.
Your turn to hope for us.

Just like we had great joy knowing you,
We suffered great grief losing you.
And with that, we will learn a great lesson.
From you, just like always.

Be strong, Jordan.
Stay strong and cheerful.
And we would follow suit.
For we know it's what you would want.

With that,
I bring a closure to this.
Our friendship wouldn't end.
Just like our conversation, it'll continue.

We will dry our tears,
And trudge forth with what you impart in us.
And this time, all of us will get stronger,
So we can be on par with you.

We all love you Jordan.
So, don't forget about us.
Help us along the way,
And be at peace.

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Jordan, you cheated all of us. We all had known you to be the strongest amongst all of us. And yet, you left us all just like that. It's so not fair! You promised so many of us so many things. And what about our unfinished conversation?

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Valentines' Day today, the fourth day since anybody last saw Jordan. Am going to invade NUH tomorrwow morning again. Seriously, now, I can't bring myself to go to NUH again. Looking at Jordan, all I could think of was that he's lying there, not awake. All I could do in front of him was to cry&cry. All I could say was nothing at all. People have been coming all over to visit him, pray for him, talk to him. Paper cranes are being made everyday, alongside stars&hearts. And so, I shall make roses. Jordan, I remembered that you wanted to learn how to fold roses. I'll teach you when you wake up alright? And then you can complain that my roses are ugly and all. Jordan, It's not funny anymore, you're making us all anxious for you to wake up now. It's really not the time to be lazy, what's with exams, D&D, Trial Camp and even FOC coming up all so soon! We admit it okay, that we need you, that we all want you back, like really badly!

And if you have forgotten, Soshi's birthday is coming up real soon already. Let's all celebrate his birthday together alright? And you still haven paid up for D&D even though you told me that you would last week. Besides all these, have you forgotten that I told you that we'll continue the conversation that we had at the bus-stop at your house? There's still so much you want to tell me, that I know. And now, I'm here waiting for you to continue what you want to tell me. Are you really going to ditch your workload for Trial Camp and FOC on to all of us? Stop being lazy and wake up already yah?

I'll pwn you in making roses, in running around school, in enduring 5 sleepless days. Why don't you wake up and tell me that you'll make me self-pwn? And guess what. Now I'm on better terms with your clique already. Isn't that your aim of that conversation that day? It had taken me long to remember the contents you know? Furthermore, you haven't told me what logistics you need for Trial Camp. I'm still waiting for an answer.

Come on, so many people have cried for you for the past 4 days that it pains me to see them. Don't you feel heartbroken too that so many people have to tear for you? Stop being stubborn and come back already okay? Please?

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A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
(And I'm better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.

Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
'cause I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two)
'cause I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love's about.
But something happened.
Plus I'm feeling so burnt out.
('cause I can't understand you now.) Now oh
(I just can't understand you now.)
A part of me says it's all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain't what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can't do that.

A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.

Torn in between the two. (Between the two)
'cause I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.(You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Torn in between the two)
'cause I really wanna be with you. (Really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (Telling me I should leave)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
Leave you alone. (Alone)

So many times I... (I was ready to go)
So many times I... (Had my foot out the door)
So many times I... (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man)
Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused.
'cause I keep fighting myself for you. (I don't know how much more I can take but I can't feel this way)
(You got me so torn)

Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
'cause I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (But I don't know)
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Should I stay or should I go)
'cause I really wanna be with you. (I don't know)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (You alone)

And you got me just torn in between the two. (I'm torn in between the two)
'cause I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (But I don't know)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

And you got me just torn in between the two.
'cause I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, Oooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide, cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this
Oooh, Yeah

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to hear your voice again
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, Oooh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much
That I've missed you since
You've been away.
Oooh, It's dangerous
So out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you






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Just because I don't cry, doesn't mean that I'm happy
Just because I don't care, doesn't mean that I won't
It's the things that you thought
But never have you asked anything
I'm just too tired to continue being your game
It's just like I have taken a ride to the moon and back
Nothing has been the same for a long time
But, it's not worth it to take the same ride twice
Especially you.
But, i guess you'll never get to know
And, that's what I hope for
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究竟你想什么但眼泪骗不了我
如果是命定恋人为何还要对我
如此这样残忍
记得你曾说过有个爱情迷宫
只要我们能够碰头就能天长地久
如果真的爱我就别管怎么传说
让自尊它无情捉弄
关什么永恒不永恒
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
爱你我像个小偷
我可以装做不懂你不爱我
终于有了选择
我不是你的晴空
你的心不爱我
只能继续委屈
做她的替代品

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I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw the dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
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Gain it, Lost it
I've never gotten it in the first place
just like you would never know
but then again, why should I care
I can't in te first place

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How To Go About Doing this Quiz?
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Skid Row - I Remember You
WOW!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Bullets For My Valentine - Waking The Demon
Ermm.........

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Jesse McCartney - Why Is Love So Hard To Find
WAHLAO!!!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Fray - You Found Me
There's only one thing I found in the song...

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Can't Let You Go - Jesse McCartney
Yeps, I can't let anything go!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Simple Plan - Love Is A Lie
I think I understand that...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Jesse McCartney - Right Back In The Water
Right back where?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Secondhand Serenade - Let It Roll
O.O

WHAT IS 2+2?
Rihanna - Disturbia
Maths is disturbing?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Bullets For My Valentine - All These Things I Hate
Opps...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You
Erm...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
S CLub 7 - Say Goodbye
I wish...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
Okay, this is really too morbid.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Cab - Bounce
Bounce=happy?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson - Superhuman
I totally agree!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Mariah Carey ft. Brian McKnight - Whenever You Call
Oh, that's really nicely romantic!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Amber Pacific - Gone So Young
If it ends tonight, then yah!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
T.I. - Whatever You Like
I agree to this too!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Academy Is... - Summer Hair=Forever Young
Of course we're all forever young!

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Keyshia Cole - Fallin' Out
With...?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Jesse McCartney - Just Go
That's soothing to hear.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
Okay, I understand this too.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Beyonce Knowles - Broken-Hearted Girl
That's true.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over
True to heart also.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Simple Plan - Save You
So, I'm not?

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow
Yes, please.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
NeYo - Miss Independent
That's rather sad...

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Jesse McCartney - Anybody
I am not being too greedy, right?

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Jesse McCartney - Get Your Shine On
Okay, I don't understand this.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Angela Ammons - Always Getting Over You
Nor this.


DO GO TRY!!!

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Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
Are Are Are Are you,
Are you patient, Understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy
And nothing seems to work for me
Baby, (baby)
This situation's driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

[Chorus]

Damaged, Damaged
Damaged, Damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, Damaged
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What you are gonna do?)

Do Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do Do you know how to patch up a wound? Tell me,
Are Are Are Are you,
Are you patient, Understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missing some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again

[Chorus]

Damaged, Damaged
Damaged, Damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, Damaged
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What you are gonna do?)

Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Cuz it D-A-M-A-G-E-D
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cuz my heart is

Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before

Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged.

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This is for my people's who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people's who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying, "I miss you"
But when we talked too

All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong that you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

This is for my people's who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people's who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye, bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye







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