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title: ARGH...
date: Monday, August 28, 2006
time:8/28/2006 06:26:00 PM
Oh God, today is such a useless day. I think I just practically sleep today off and rot in front of the computer. Shit, and there's comb humans tomorrow, and Arul that most probably we are going visiting on Monday. That leaves me no time. Plus, I'm not through with my Teachers' Day planning yet. Haven't decided whether to go back primary school, go to Shujun's and Yenling's primary schools or go back home to sleep.

Like Liying say, we should mug mug mug, and be muggers. Though I do hope that I can mug some knowledge from some of the good ones but I think it's impossible to steal knowledge from another huamn being. I can't believe I fell asleep on my Emaths paper and I haven't gooten Janet Tay to sign my application form. Darn, she went home super early today, like around 12+ though Jas didn't want to agree with me.

Qi Gong is so cool. Use your opponents' strengths against them. Imagine if you do that combined with what you learn in life, use your opponents' weaknesses against them. I bet those poor dudes are going to get so very busted. My computer is lagging bad, real bad. Must be the fault of that new modem and the effects of not maintaining my computer. Crap, I must get it back to its wonderful working conditions.


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title: i m sian
date:
time:8/28/2006 09:18:00 AM
I am sian. I am tired. Now I think I need Fionana's boat, that's if she can get her directions right and come save me. Or she can just take the MRT and reach my house before driving the boat and crashing into some random houses. Maybe I shall sign her up for some boat-driving lessons or tests.


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title: prelims cum...
date: Monday, August 21, 2006
time:8/21/2006 11:44:00 PM
Indeed, the prelims have arrived, starting in 20 minutes time. Something tells me that I'm really not going to like my prelims. And that doesn't include the results I will get, yet.With the amount of stuff, I should ask some people to stuff it. Right, that is if I could just do that. However, that will seriously contradict with my life principles. Of course, those who are human enough should ask themselves about my life principles. Though, results vary. Not that I'm complaining though. If there are variations, at least I will realise that there are still humans out there, instead of swaying butts. That was a private joke. But, I have found out for myself that the results of overly swaying of butts can only cause some back problems, as well as, trimming of waist as the fats will actually travel down to the butt area. Not that I have done it myself. With experimenting guineas around, there is really no need for me to test that theory of mine out on myself, obviously.


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title: New friend...
date: Tuesday, August 15, 2006
time:8/15/2006 12:40:00 AM
I see that Kar Yin have tagged. But, I seriously wonder where my dear Hannah is. She has been tagging at Fiona's blog but my blog, she has neglected. Who cares, later she might say I don't love her and don't care for her, again. Tagboards. Missed flooding. But somehow, I just don't have that mood, feeling, want to go flood other's tagboard.


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title: Lakehouse
date: Sunday, August 13, 2006
time:8/13/2006 01:15:00 AM
It's been a few days since I went to watched The Lakehouse with Fionana but the feeling of the aftermaths is still lingering around. That sad feeling deep inside your heart, knowing that the same thing might actually be happening in your life and sorts. The regret that of waiting for a better person to come after, might just lead you to waiting for the rest of life. The chances which you missed, the wonderful opportunities which you chose to let slip. The Lakehouse just seems so close to heart, so awakening.


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title: Today...
date: Saturday, August 12, 2006
time:8/12/2006 12:56:00 AM
Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
SadlyYou never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time
Ooh yeah
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
Fell in love with this song years ago, and now, I found myself falling for this song once again. Guess I just can't help getting captivated by this wonderful song.


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title: when a woman loves a man
date: Thursday, August 10, 2006
time:8/10/2006 12:01:00 AM
When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man

She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exsist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man

And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man

Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the begining to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing tht unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man

When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man

She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man

Well, I guess I just can't help loving Westlife. Their singing is just so wonderful and the lyrics to their songs always seem to provoke many thoughts and reflections and bring lots of feelings out. It makes me want to cuddle up and close my eyes to just enjoy the song but at the same time knowing that someone is out there, somewhere, loving, caring and constantly thinking of me. Doesn't the feeling of being loved feels great?


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title:
date: Wednesday, August 09, 2006
time:8/09/2006 06:04:00 PM
Currently listening to: Westlife-unbreakable, vol. 1 the greatest hits.

This CD provoked several thoughts in my head. All the songs, all sound so familiar. But, the feeling is different. It's hard to pin-point exactly the difference because the difference is so minute that it almost feels as if there is none. To a certain extent, I think it's just goes to prove how my perspective of the world and its people has changed since I started listening to this record. Not that it has change very much, just that how I feel towards this place. I'm a strong person but I'm not super. But I guess, that's how it's supposed to become, unless that is, I change it myself, with my own hands.


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title:
date:
time:8/09/2006 01:59:00 PM
I'm so bored at home. Today is National Day, the day with all those fanciful fireworks. Too bad, I think I will be watching fireworks again at home. Not that I wish to be there to watch the fireworks first hand. Miss Tay would probably have a fun hell of a time watching fireworks from her place for the last time. It's funny to think that many people wish to 'experience' fireworks firsthandat the stadium or somewhere nearby. But, that time when I was there on the field performing, the feeling of being there is overwhelming. Despite me hating the practices and rehersals because of various REASONS, it was still fun I guess.

Jas, your OTHER nephew is arnd 2 yrs old already rite? That's from what I roughly remember. I'm angry at him for calling me that alright. It's so darn irritating. Nevermind, it happened so long ago.


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title:
date: Tuesday, August 01, 2006
time:8/01/2006 11:56:00 PM
It's been long. I still feel nice and warm and comfortable. Waiting for the days to pass, hopefully slowly, as I age. The little things in life are amazing, be it nature, people, animals and even the micro particles. Somehow I feel big. Guess this is part of nature. Of course, I have things which I want to say. People spend loads of time talking, through chatrooms, through the phone, in person and my personal favourite, through hugs. It does depend on situation though.


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