why do i love you (like i do)

title: once upon
date: Friday, October 30, 2009
time:10/30/2009 01:31:00 AM

I'm afraid that it'll be me.

Yet,

I'm fear even more that I'm not the one.

Just how is this possible?

What if, you live, only for the sake of dying?
And with every breath you take, somebody else loses one.
&to let you live, you've got to let another go.
This is such NOT a good year. Seriously.

All the tears that I had cried&cried

Seemed like they'd never end

&I, never believed fairytales came true

But now I know that they really do

Now that I found you&now that I'm here with you

Just look at the sunshine in you

Show me a world I'd never seen

i woke up&fell into this dream

a mistake/ top

title: straight through my heart
date: Tuesday, October 27, 2009
time:10/27/2009 02:38:00 AM

In the heart of the night
Where it's dark in the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor, oh, oh

I looked down and my shirts turning red
I'm spinning around felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear like I missed you
Want you tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding, oh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it, oh

No I can't resist and I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down
(my heart)
Soldier down
(my heart)

Thought I moved more than on
Thought I could fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone, oh oh

Hear the sound of a love so loud
I just can't, I just can't ignore this feeling
Said she misses me and she wants me
Wants me tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding, oh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it, oh

No I can't resist and I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down
(my heart)
Soldier down
(my heart)

In the heart of the night
When it's dark in the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding, oh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it, oh

No I can't resist and I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down
(my heart)
Soldier down
(my heart)

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title: The next time
date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
time:10/14/2009 03:23:00 AM

Is when you start to regret.
Is when your heart starts to break.
Is when you want to turn back time.
Is when you wished things don't change.
Is when you want everything to remain.
Is when you try to forget everything.
Is when you can't let go.

Is when, you wish you had done something else back then instead.
&it'll probably be the next time we see each other again. That's if it ever happens, again.

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