Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

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I'm like supposed to blog about Prom`06 now. But, suddenly, I just can't remember anything about it. Plus, I don't have the pictures taken last night. 40 lucky draw prizes, Wendy(Huang) being Prom Queen and Ernest Phua being Prom King, Vijay coming back as emcee, 3 games, Yi Hua being Prom committee chairperson, pretty dresses, amazing hairstyles and 30 minutes to eat, all that kind of just made my day yesterday. My hair is still in a mess because I couldn't wash my hair last night and now it's the last thing reminding me of the fun last night, though i took the pins out and it's just a mess of hair, hairspray and glitter. Who cares? I still like Shujun's image more. She was so glamourous and classy and Jas insisted that I was prettier. Her eyes, don't know what to say. Her hair, will make that the next time I go such events, like 238546295 years later.Like her shawl, so soft, maybe going to get it for an emergency 39256825956 years later. Kind of feel sad that I didn't go on that walk to maxwell road last night with the ChaoxtraZ, but my heels, I wouldn't make it there. And if I did, I wouldn't make it here now.

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I think 13th November will be a day where I would feel like dying most. I will probably make birthdate a criteria for making friends or something. Why? For the simple reason that somehow I ended up with three little sotongs for friends who have the exact same birthdate. Doesn't matter that they are sotongs, I will still love them all the same. Who are they? Javier, Jason and Lying, according to age. And, dear Fiona has to remind me that Javier's birthday is on Monday. Like hell would I not remember, because I'm probably the only person on Earth who have so little friends and yet somehow, by some sroke of luck have three friends who have the same birthdates. Lucky ain't I? Perhaps I should treasure my life for it's precious. Should I go in search on finding more of people like that? I just need one more person born on 17th April to have another trio, thanks to my cousin and my very very old friend. Nana, don't be jealous, you can start finding a trio like starting now. Best if I'm like part of it.

Now, why does this entry sound so sacarstic? Sourness so intense that I can almost taste it? It's not meant to be. Hell, I need to talk more and stop being so critical. K-box(es), movies, prom, Movie night, shopping, work, etc. And how much time do I have for all these? Roughly about half a year I think, or rather at least 3 months. I think I will rot.

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