You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah!

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

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Step 1: Think thoroughly.
Step 2: Put down.
Step 3: Walk away.
Step 4: Don't turn back.
Step 5: Viola! You've succeeded in leaving!









How do you retire from a life of fighting. When it's become part of your life, part of you. How can you stop fighting everybody else&start to actually learn to put things aside to protect. It just isn't rigt the fight everything that you want to protect, but what happenes when life put you in such a situation? Would you fight life instead? Fight what you want to protect, or fight both? I know what my answer was, is&always will be. I've been moving so fast, that now I can't just stop for anything in the world without stumbling. But yet, things go haywire&tumble. For the person who hold up every piece of sky, what'll happen if the very own piece falls&nobody's there to prop it back up? Crash&Burn.

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Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
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Time and time again, I always forcefully close the doors behind me. Every single time I thought I had enough of doing that and that I want to keep it open, the door closes on its own. After all these years, I feel ever so alone once again. EVerywhere I look, there are only closed doors left. The very ones that I've closed.







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知己知彼，百战百胜。

Is that all friendships really boils down too?
The first time, I took it to be a mistake.
The second time, I took it to be a coincidence.
The third time, I can't take it to be anything else anymore.



So, let's just save our energy&surrender to this fact.

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You know the feeling of being gg-fied times ten gazillion? No, too bad. It's time to learn how that feel already!

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Dependence
Reliance
Niceties
Trust





Alright, let's start all over again.

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How did I get into a situation whereby I forget that karma is my one true best friend?






I yearn for that camera that my dad has!

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Like what Morgan said, it's been a year. It's been full of ups&downs, probably more downs for me. Like many out there, we'd probably try to pile ourselves up with extreme workload, just to forget about the time, to take our minds off of issues which we are so reluctant to deal with. The heartaches, the pain, the absence, the missings, they all contribute to the lethargic feel that we get on days at no end.

The '^^V' emoticon, the promise of lessons on cycling, the naggings, the concerns of my smileless face. After all these days, I can still hear the words resonating loud&clear at my ears. &myself, ever ready to retort something back at the words, but only to find an empty space&the sudden realisation that all is none.

Sometimes, I even felt that, I should've hated you more. Then perhaps, when you left us, I won't feel as much. But I guess, it wasn't possible. &it'll never be. It's as though somebody left a mark deeply etched into our hearts, right into our very souls. We were the three musketeers&that's what we'll always be.

No doubt we've loved&lost, but this time, this feeling won't be replaced, nor forgotten. It hangs everywhere, there, in front of our eyes, reminding us constantly of the hurt we'd been through.

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sometimes, the simplest way to light up a person's life, is to just smile=)

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NO SHIT. I HAVE A BAD COUGH, A FLU, AN UNDERLYING FEVER&AN IRRITATING HEADACHE. I'M SICK ALRIGHT. GIVE ME A BREAK.


IT'S BAD ENOUGH I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH YOUR PATHETIC ATTITUDE THIS EVENING, NOT TO MENTION THE DAMNED BLACK FACES. DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE SITUATION RIGHT FROM THE START AND NOT LET IT ESCALATE TO CHAOS. SERIOUSLY, IF YOU'RE RETARDED, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.


NOT HELPING MUCH WHEN ALL I WANTED WAS A LONG BUS-RIDE HOME SO THAT I COULD WELL SLEEP MY ASS OFF. USELESS-BUS-WITH-SINGLE-DIGIT-SEATS VISITED US. WIERD MUSIC DIDN'T MAKE MY HEADACHE CLEAR.


YESTERDAY WAS NO RIGHT WHICH DRAGGED ON TO THE WEE HOURS OF TODAY AFTER MY TABOO-LISTED PHONE-RINGING-ON-BUS-RIDE INCIDENT HAPPENED. NO, I DON'T LIKE PHONECALLS, THOUGH I LOVE MY RINGTONE. BUT NOT WHEN I'M HAVING AN UNDERLYING HEADACHE. IT'S LIKE AN ACTIVE VOLCANO WAITING TO ERUPT.


NO, I CAN'T GO TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW. BRAIN IS TOO WORKED UP. BACK IS ALL SCREWED UP. KNEE GOT QUITE BUSTED. &NO, YOU WON'T GET WHAT I MEAN, YOU WON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL. GO TRY DYING, MAYBE YOU'LL A TEENY BIT CLOSER.




Shit being said, shit being done, shit is for the stay. Mark my words, your lives are not going in the correct way. They won't, and I make it damnhell right. Now you know why humans need to die. They destroy earth too quickly. But, it's too bad that the wrong people always get hit.

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1. papaya soap
2. white dress
3. black dress
4. tea tree oil cleansing thing
5. naraya bag
6. white shirt



That shall be my shopping for the next six months. Good job in keeping it, seriously. Not to mention, I really need to stop buying stuffs, like at all.

Next up, Valentine's! There goes my resolution&morale!

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承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天





不如，我还是不去再等待了吧

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