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title:
date: Saturday, August 29, 2009
time:8/29/2009 12:46:00 PM
Because leaving is all too easy,
that's why we shouldn't depend.


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title: reality vs. realistic
date: Thursday, August 27, 2009
time:8/27/2009 01:15:00 AM
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries


But what if, you climbed too hard to reach a pit-stop that now you'er unable to climb anymore to reach that summit you've wanting to?
But, what if, you no longer see why? When the reason for everything is lost.
&what if, everything is really a dream? The good, the bad, the long-gone. Would you wish you had slept in?
&what if, all that you've worked for amounts to nothing in the end? How would it feel like to feel lost&all out?

Still, it only make sense to move on. Or so everybody preaches. Just how down&out has anybody been? Just where, is the breaking point for everybody?
So, is it still true that we'll all get over our pains? Get through life? Get through our miserable nagging thoughts?


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title: 21 guns
date: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
time:8/26/2009 08:28:00 PM
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I


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title:
date: Sunday, August 23, 2009
time:8/23/2009 03:41:00 AM
I'll really cross my toes&fingers twice over, thrice over even. Just to gather enough luck to hope that my wish comes true. The one that hopes that the person you're talking about on your blog isn't me. Like seriously.




Life, is too short to regret. Yet, it's too long for you to look back&still feel light-hearted enough to carry on. Perhaps that's why I'd rather choose to forget.


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title: yah
date:
time:8/23/2009 03:30:00 AM
Yeah, blogs are scary places. Admit it.


A song's stuck in my head. Dang!






Anyway, it's not me, it's not me, it's not me, it's not me. It can't be me, it really cannot be me.


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