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date: Tuesday, May 23, 2006
time:5/23/2006 11:35:00 PM
Goodness. Friday is the day of our Macritchie Run. And all Secondary 4 express chinese students are barred from attending it. Amazing move by our dear principal. Although some of the atheletes disapproved of it, the majority of the pupils think that it's just wonderful. Although Mr. Liang Lu says that that is because the school is afraid that we would injure ourselves somehow, during the run or get heatstroke. Don't understand we can actually get heatstroke from some exposure to the morning sun. And to think that I always thought that the morning sun is good for healh as it supplies Vitamin D to the body. 3.2km of nature and modern expressway with little sunlight shining down on us, and that can cause us to get heatstroke. Nvermind. Need to re-schedule my appointment with Ms. Tay for that small talking session. Good, now I don't know what to do.

Oh my God. Bunnies. Desmie gave me a stuffed bunny which he said reminded him of me. That was the stated reason he gave for getting me that bunny. It looks like my ex-rabbit. Okay, it used to be mine, and is still mine, but I sort of gave it to my little cousin because she likes it. Truthfully speaking, I have no idea where it is now, just that it is NOT in my house. Oh my God, I missed it. I believe that my two bunnies would be great friends. Not that all my stuffed toys are on good terms with each other. Some of them just hate the sight of each other. Don't ask me the reason why.


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title:
date: Monday, May 15, 2006
time:5/15/2006 10:19:00 PM
Amazing. I find my results utterly amazing. I can't have reached the end of examinations with such amazing results. Not that the papers are easy, or that the papers are difficult, but the papers are even more funnier. There were so many mistakes in the maths paper that it actually make that rather accomplished teacher let us have more time. We were interrupted again and again by corrections of grammer mistakes in the questions. Shouldn't all the teachers come together and edit the english of the questions and such? Really, though we were given extra 10 minutes because of the mistakes, that teacher had already wasted like around 20-40 minutes of our time each, just by trying to understand what the questions want us to do. Of course, we can always skip and come back to that question again. But imagine, you are happily doing some other questions and your thoughts are suddenly interrupted by amendments of another question. Then, you realise that that question is actually very very easy, much easier than the one you were doing. And, because your thoughts were interrupted, you couldn't think further for that question and thus, skipped to the question which was amended. As you try to retrace your thoughts on that question back, youe are wasting precious time. For those who are not doing amaths and will never get to do it, and you just can't put yourself in others' shoes, too bad, for you simply have little or no imagination, or that you just have a wee bit or none of the comapssion our hearts provide. Poor little things.


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date: Friday, May 12, 2006
time:5/12/2006 11:27:00 PM
I guess I'm abit slow. Now, at this point of time in my life, I'm only starting to appreciate Playboy. Not the magazine, though it's rather cool, but the accessories. The magazine is quite boring-looking actually, doesn't exactly make me feel like looking at the contents. And it's banned in Singapore, which probably means the usual stuff is in there. Right, there probably is nothing interesting about playboy accessories except for that stupid looking rabbit. However, I've realised that that stupid-looking rabbit is actually quite nice. Plus, the accessories are cute, exerts an air of elegance and is cool! But, it's really expensive and shiny with the sparkles of diamonds. If it's not the diamonds, it's the hoops that sort of irritate me. Guess, it can be figured out that I'm not the very hoop-y kind of person. Great, now I'm hooked onto bunnies, jummping, dead and sadistic.


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title:
date: Sunday, May 07, 2006
time:5/07/2006 11:49:00 PM
过敏

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸怕别人看见
本以为这完整了爱的定义
我敏感的神经线
一点一点没知觉

泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解
才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线

泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解
才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线

我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源是为你流的泪
我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线

季节一直变
但我的心没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸没知觉


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title:
date: Tuesday, May 02, 2006
time:5/02/2006 03:45:00 PM
人质

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎


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