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title: perfection shattered
date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009
time:3/25/2009 10:25:00 PM
Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa, hmm
Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa

Did I wake you, were you sleepin',
were you still in my bed?
Or isn't, I may, keepin' you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin' guilty for what you did
If you think you're hurtin',
you ain't seen nothin' yet

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything, that you were looking for?
(Feel like a man)
I hope you know that, you can't come back
Cause all we had, is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gonna want me back
When you broke us apart, like shattered glass
(Glass, glass, glass)

Are you having trouble focusin' throught the day?
Do you find yourself, still callin' my name?
Do you wish you could be on-time and take it back?
I bet you realize, she ain't half the woman I am

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything, that you were looking for?
(Feel like a man)
I hope you know that, you can't came back
Cause all we had, is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time

I promise that you gonna want me back
When you broke us apart, like shattered glass

Glass, glass, glass, glass
(Gla-gla-gla)
Glass (ee-ee-ee)
Glass, glass, glass

Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa, hmm
Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa


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title: 只因为你总说'everything will be okay'
date: Saturday, March 21, 2009
time:3/21/2009 12:26:00 PM
Sometimes, I wish this is a beautiful dream
That I wouldn't have to wake up from ever

Yet, I wish this ia not a dream
For dreams will turn into a nightmare

But between dreams&reality
Neither is true or perceived
Both, are just as frightening
ain't it?


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title:
date:
time:3/21/2009 02:39:00 AM
What happens when hopes flow away
What happens when encouragements sound empty
What happens when you stand left

Will it all matter only in the end?
or
Will it never matter at all?



Sometimes, I just can't differentiate the difference
or was it just my perception all the while


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title: 只因为你总说 Everything Will Be okay
date: Friday, March 20, 2009
time:3/20/2009 10:00:00 AM
变色的生活 任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒住了头
单方的守侯 试探的温柔
还是少了点什么
遥远两端 爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everything wiill be okay

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了 穿越 天空 银河 oh~~
开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online

变色的生活 任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒出了头
单方的守侯 试探的温柔
却还是少了点什么
遥远两端 爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everything Will Be okay

我准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了 穿越 天空 银河 oh~~
开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了 穿越 天空 银河 oh~~
开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online

爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online


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title: hmms...
date:
time:3/20/2009 02:53:00 AM
I wonder,

what is it that makes me cry in the middle of the night.
what is it that makes me cry all of a sudden.
what is it that makes me smile at random.
what is it that makes me smile at nothing.
what it is that makes me smile when i can't.
what is it that makes me feel excited for everyday.
what is it that makes me dread the day's end.
what is it that makes me happy&sad at the same time.
what is it that makes me feel so lost.

Sometimes, I think I know

the answer.
the question.
the thoughts.
the random things.
the events.
the way everything happens.
the life I'm living.

But, I've failed to find what I want in life.
But, I've found something to help me.

Someone, for that matter.
And I'm glad I did it early.


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title: =D
date: Wednesday, March 04, 2009
time:3/04/2009 05:54:00 PM
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


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