I'm so dead. I haven't start on my homework, I haven't completed my holiday homework, I haven't tune back to the reality. Tomorrow is JUDGEMENT DAY, and I haven't studied for the test. I feel that that I'm going to get killed. I feel like I'm going to die. I feel like how Fiona is feeling now. I feel like slapping people. I feel like I'm sick. So, what I feel like saying is, I want to go back to the happiest place on Earth and stay there. I want to eat prata. I want to eat chicken rice. I want to eat toast. I want to drink Teh Peng. So, what I want to say is, that I want to go to the food haven Tanjong Pagar to eat.

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INSTRUCTIONS
1.Do the following without complaint
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged

FAVOURITES (:
favourite colour: brite n shiny clrs/pastels
favourite song: songs tt owaez gets plae-ed in akltg..=)
favourite food: edible stuff..
favourite movie: Just my luck..(i will rmb tt pinch on my cheek by tt stoopid hans)
favourite sport: running..(i hate sports..bud sumtyms dey r fun..=.=)
favourite day of the week: evrydae..except dose wif exams..=/
favourite season: autumn!!!spring!!!
favourite ice-cream: as long as dey hav nice choc flavour!!=) or anithing i lyk..

CURRENTS
current mood: depressed
current taste: gd qns..i wana noe 2..
current clothes: pjs?
current desktop: Sk2 closing group pic. <- same as fiona..i tink we r in lurvve..
current toe nail colour: which toe..its either black or transparent..
current time: 12:05am
current surroundings: living rm looks abit scary..
current annoyances: nt getting hugged..(fiona, im NT jealous..NT..)
current thoughts: i dunwana go bac sch..

FIRSTS
first best friend: Shufang
first crush: tt wad a veri long tym ago..
First movie: Godzilla? first lie: definitely sth which will get mi out of trouble..bud i dun it succeed..
first music: nusery rhymes..dey put mi 2 slp..

LASTS
last cigarette: dun smoke..dun taste nice..
last drink: mum's soup?
last car ride: cab wif ervin n alan..
last crush: cant rmb..(I DUN HAV A CRUSH ON E 2 OF DEM!!!)<-u can go ask fiona..
last movie: Just my luck..
last phone call: yenling..
last cd played: cant rmb..

HAVE YOU EVER
have you ever dated one of your best friends: never..i dun lyk dem in TT wae..
have you ever broken the law: no idea..(i wun succeed being a lwayer=)
have you ever been arrested: nahh..dun c police..=.-
have you ever skinny-dipped: no..funni qns..
have you ever been on tv? : yes..female channelnewsasia reporter came straight to mi..
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: tink so..

5 things you are wearing: undergarments, pjs, specs, earrings, nail polish
4 things you did today: go sch, cried, slpt, eat choc =D(tink i gona get whacked 4 dis)
3 things you can hear right now: music, comp, my own tots..(no cars' passing by)
1 thing you do when you are bored: assorted(day-dream>cry>think>smile)

5 people to be tagged:
Shufang
Liying
Jasmine
Xueming
ellise

to ppl outtere..
DIS QUIZ WAS PASSED DOWN FRM HANNAH THE GREAT!!!
pl rmb 2 credit her wen ur done..=)

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SK2
Kids camp. Didn't really want to go because I wasn't sure that I would be able to handle the kids without showering too much motherly love. Besides, I wasn't sure that I could do two straight camps in a strtetch as I really want to coach IAG3.

DAY1: Amazingly, I was really early in meeting Yenling in the morning. Got there on time with a little to spare. Wasn't really sure on how to do ra-ra but had some experience while helping out in SK1. Was really glad that the kids actually did their best to participate despite the blank looks on their faces. I was paired up with Anhong but was transferred to Yih Huat as Majella couldn't come and Yih Huat had no experience but Anhong had coached SK1. They did away with the breakfast boy/girl thing because it was too much of a hassle so the buddies are supposed to go out and buy. I became Matthias' angel which was abit wierd as we talked quite abit to each other already. Did my best to help all my group members to get a feel of the swinging log. Watched Rocky for the forth time and saw the demostation of steel rod on one of the kids. We aren't allowed to do steel rod of the kids in case something bad happens.
DAY2: Reached AKLTG feeling rather tired. Didn't get to sleep alot and was feeling rather dense. Luckily for me, the coaching team was great. We basically give each others hugs and helped bring up the fire, spirit and energy level. Played abit before opening the doors just to wake each other up more. Ra-raed the kids in as they were rushing to get in. My group was still keeping very quiet except for Charles. They did pretty well in their tests and had lots of fun with the trainers and coaches. They cried through self-discovery and I had shed some tears. But I knew I had to be like a pillar of support for them especially since they are going to see themselves as the most important person and Yih Huat was going to go through it himself. So I was like pretty much on my own. Amazingly, my first time at man-in-mirroring ended rather nicely and quickly. Everybody had to write a letter to themselves. Great emotional rollar-coaster when they had to do speed-reading after dinner. For us, we had to hype ourselves up.Swinging log phase2 was rather scary. All of them were not very focused resulting in getting hard kicks on the log. We had to support them but had to be harsh so that they will learn to rely on themselves. Survival game went on pretty smoothly but it was rather funny having many kids tagging you. Ended day2 with quite a nice little party.
DAY3: This day was quite a rush. My group pretty much did their group work on their own as they were all sensible people. Jeff refused to let Charles go up the swinging log as he was going to delay the chance of others. Had lots of fun during that day and for once in AKLTG history, WE ENDED EARLY!!Though it was only by 5mins. But, even ending on time was sort of a problem in AKLTG as there is just so much we have to do.
DAY4: Went to office with a heavy heart. I was afraid of doing the Total Truth Process. I didn't know how to do it. And I was afraid that I might 'go out of point'. Luckily, all's well, ends well. Only a few kids were left for the swinging log part and we managed to have 'R u HOT?!' for the kids. The winners are really spontaneous and could dance rather well.
DAY5: This day was really rushed. We all realised that we had to part but we still make the best out of the time we had left together. I wasn't there during the relationship as they went upstairs to share and all a.coaches had to help out. Was feeling really overwhelmed when I saw all the parents who came and how each of my goup members broke their karate boards without a doubt. All of them so cute. Really hate to part of Charles, Ng Nin, Minnie, Marc, Nanthini and Norman. Hope to see them again. Preferably sometime soon.

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Good. I'm back from "the happiest place on Earth" as said, or rather drawn, by Max. Nine days of torture, happiness, tears, anger, misery, love and lots of other mixed feelings. Having gone through a stretch of two camps for my first time in coaching, I feel abit proud of myself. However, choices have consequences. Now, I have this freaking cough which produces phlegm and abit of flu and slight fever. And I'm like bushed.

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Went to visit SK1 on Friday, and just now. It was fun though our duration there was really an experience with the fatigue monster. We all didn't expect ourselves to tire that easily. But after the ra-ra session on Friday, energy level went down. The bento boxes are quite nice and the food inside taste rather good too. However, that might just be due to us being too hungry. Today was the last day for SK1. Seeing the kids breaking thier karate boards was fun because they looked very contented and happy when they finally could break their chain of bad habits. Went home shortly after that as I didn't want to witness the crying session. YY was rather guai lan during the camp. Poor Donovan. He is going to coach IAG2 tomorrow also and he seems to already suffer from a serious lack of sleep. Furthermore, he was fighting to keep himself awake and all his emotions tuned down.

Stupid Don. Ask him to return the jacket to Nick only then crap so much. Lucky he tired, and I wanted to go home, or else I niao him back. Friday is enough already. What with YY saying also. It was all a case of misinterpretation. It wasn't as if the training room is not cold. It was really cold and I didn't bring my jacket and he offered me his jacket. Then today, say me also. Can't I just ask you to do me a favor since you're the assistant program director. Next time I should probably have to bribe him just to help me a little. Evil lack-sleep, stupid monster Donny.

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