Chronicles of Vampire VS. Human Popsicle; Round 2, to be continued.

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窗外的天气 就像是 你多变的表情 下雨了
雨陪我哭泣 看不清 我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离 无人揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里 学会放晴

窗外的泪滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望 雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 让你去延续

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With just your smile
I felt like I could see tomorrow
If someone was ever hurt
You wouldn’t hesitate
To race to their side, I know it.




Saw this on facebook. That was what I wanted to be. Someone that I had needed, but never found nor saw. &there I was, hoping that no kids would have to experience what I had. But yet, my own son, I cannot save.

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Would you know the feeling of true despair when all you can do is to see somebody you care for walking in the exact path that you did? You were once unguided, left to fend for your own. Yet you learnt. You grow in a positive way that probably nobody would have had done. You strive to guide the people trailing behind to learn the same way. But yet, how many would follow you? The pain that they'll suffer to be strong, the hurt they'll get to survive. Wouldn't it be easier to just fall&let the currents take you? Wouldn't be easier to pretend, to hide away, to throw yourself off? But sometimes, the softer way, isn't the best way. You think you learnt, but you ended not knowing a thing. You just haven't reach a point whereby you'd realise that you're but another innocent soul, trying to get yourself lost in the wide surface of trips&traps. Sometimes, there can't be second chance. Maybe, there'll come a time to listen to what others have to say. To open up&realise that people out there are as unfortunate as you. But, they chose to pick a different route to reach the ending. That perhaps, the harsh moments are essential for you to be get to where you want to be.

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I can give up any of what I have for what I want.
I can give up my all for what I want to have.
But when I don't have anything in the first place,
what's there to give up?
what's there to throw away?
what's there to exchange?
what's there, anyway?

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再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰



The first time to actually be responsible for something, someone. The need to be responsible. Not entirely bad I'd say. The weight of having to be concerned about somebody else doesn't crush. In fact, it takes other weight off your shoulders.



冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见



Now I understand how mothers feel giving their children up. Perhaps, this is another lesson in disguise. But, I just can't cope. Maybe I should just let kids take care of themselves before dependancy seeps into our veins.




回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止说我再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前



My decisions have always been worthwhile. May this be another one. The things that I'm not meant to hold on to. The memories I shouldn't have gotten. The feelings I needn't have experienced. Let another memory fade to nothingness.



这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中
在你身后时间 把画面带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索 回忆不放手
哭过以后眼泪
还是不停的的流

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我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有无法控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难像切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点














因为哭过所以了解其中的痛
因为哭过所以知道其中的伤
因为哭过所以明白其中的苦
因为哭过所以不代表不再哭
因为泪才是在我生命里最真实的事

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放弃中就比继续来得容易
投降还是比坚持来得简单

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当小孩很简单，
也很好玩，很轻松。
可，
我已很久没当过小孩了。
早已不是小孩的我，
还有权力抱怨自己的生活吗？
背负着大人的重担，
我开始回忆起很久以前，
那些曾经属于我童年的回忆。
但，
那些，也不过是个当大人的画面。

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Sometimes, I wonder how I cope with everything. All of these vibes. Everything I wished somebody would help me do. It boils down to emptiness. The loss, it's too dark. Maybe I just need to get used to the dark. Ditching the lamp, it's not tough. Right?

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我知道伤心不能改变什么
静静悄悄默默离开

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说着笑着的午后
钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑

我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔

喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中

在你的身后时间把过去带走
时间把镜头带走 不假思索 回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪
还是不停的流

我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔

喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中

在你身后时间把画面带走
时间把镜头带走 不假思索 回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着曾有过的温柔
哭过以后眼泪
还是不停的的流

雨下过之后 街角出现彩虹
泪流乾之后 有彩虹

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难过
是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用

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