你变得像他一样沉默 偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样 我怎么忘 也忘不过一秒
我想要爱 却看到他离开的剎那

你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛

你说分手后 你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 还在争夺
我懂你不想承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活
我只要你爱我

远远看你勇敢在心头 靠近一点却又太懦弱
不拆穿你的困惑 爱不了我(你) 至少不要难过
任何结果 我会点头 只要你快乐

你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛

你说分手后 我(你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 我(你)还在争夺
我不想给你承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活
我只要你爱我
无数次的复活 我只要你爱我

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It's Valentine's! Yet again. Millison sent me my Valentine's message bright and early this morning. And to ask/remind me to go study later. Therefore, I'm like actually supposed to be in school now studying. Topping it off, Mrs Kwoh just called to tell me to go do that 'Famous Mathematician' assignment of hers, by today. Plus, she told me that I'm like borderline failing my maths module. It's just borderline fail, she hasn't seen my sec4 Amths grades. This is like nothing compared to those.

By the way, Jun called on CNY eve to ask if I was going to go back to CSS for CNY celebrations, but I had my reunion lunch. The shopping and being together part were fun, the food part was disappointing though. Went home for reunion dinner and went out again for K-box at Chinatown. Nearly died singing till 4am. Cloud went off earlier at 2am because she was going Malaysia at around 6? Pebby and her didn't sleep that night. Crazy women a.k.a. SIAO CHAR BOs!!!

Another thing, I got come super cute themes for my phone from HongYi and Dad. Wells, I was too lazy to get them from Millison the other time round. The current theme is frigging cute! I spent the whole night smiling to sleep. I'm serious. Except maybe for the period of time when something else happened. I like smiling to sleep.

Went to Pebby house on Monday to play mahjong. Watch them play actually, due to my sudden onset of fever. Was feeling abit warm and therefore took my temperature. Good thing that it wasn't a high fever. (the high fever came after I got home.) Still, I was feeling abit giddy, but nonetheless, I'm still glad and proud that I endured all of this to Eunos and then to Pebby's house! The best part, nobody seem to realise there was anything wrong with me.

Ok, got to watch 27dresses already. Next up would be P.S. I Love You and Jumper. Maybe I could do with Ah Long Pte Ltd. It wouldn't harm to watch a comedy right? Had Sakae after movie. It's heavens!!! I just can't stand not eating especially when I have to walk pass it everytime I walk home. That's ultimate torture.

Yesterday! Fianlly! Went to school uber late to study. Then went off to KAP with Dad to eat Macs before heading for Changi Airport to meet Mummy to wait to send Daddy off. The whole thing seems fishy to me. I mean, are there that limited flights that SIA has that Daddy has to fly the day before Valentine's? And at 2345h?! So abnormal, but interesting. I'm wierd, but so what! Plus, I just found out that I traced Cloud's footsteps yesterday! She left ourspace at 3+ and I reached at about 4. Then they somehow got to the airport and I went there at night too!Left the airport at 10+ nearly 11 and went home with Mummy. Look at him play PSP the trip home. That wierd game he's playing is seriously...wierd! Still it looks super fun!

The issue is still hanging around in my mind. I'm as confused as I always am. Not to mention I'm like super slow at these type of stuffs. I'm trying as hard as I can already. But, I just get more confused.=( It's just my wrong. 难道我真的是个笨蛋，一直错过了已经在身边的幸福。SO WIERD! But I like the line!=)

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我讨厌 阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你

I like this song. Very much. I shall listen to it more.

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