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date: Tuesday, June 20, 2006
time:6/20/2006 01:42:00 AM
SK2
Kids camp. Didn't really want to go because I wasn't sure that I would be able to handle the kids without showering too much motherly love. Besides, I wasn't sure that I could do two straight camps in a strtetch as I really want to coach IAG3.

DAY1: Amazingly, I was really early in meeting Yenling in the morning. Got there on time with a little to spare. Wasn't really sure on how to do ra-ra but had some experience while helping out in SK1. Was really glad that the kids actually did their best to participate despite the blank looks on their faces. I was paired up with Anhong but was transferred to Yih Huat as Majella couldn't come and Yih Huat had no experience but Anhong had coached SK1. They did away with the breakfast boy/girl thing because it was too much of a hassle so the buddies are supposed to go out and buy. I became Matthias' angel which was abit wierd as we talked quite abit to each other already. Did my best to help all my group members to get a feel of the swinging log. Watched Rocky for the forth time and saw the demostation of steel rod on one of the kids. We aren't allowed to do steel rod of the kids in case something bad happens.
DAY2: Reached AKLTG feeling rather tired. Didn't get to sleep alot and was feeling rather dense. Luckily for me, the coaching team was great. We basically give each others hugs and helped bring up the fire, spirit and energy level. Played abit before opening the doors just to wake each other up more. Ra-raed the kids in as they were rushing to get in. My group was still keeping very quiet except for Charles. They did pretty well in their tests and had lots of fun with the trainers and coaches. They cried through self-discovery and I had shed some tears. But I knew I had to be like a pillar of support for them especially since they are going to see themselves as the most important person and Yih Huat was going to go through it himself. So I was like pretty much on my own. Amazingly, my first time at man-in-mirroring ended rather nicely and quickly. Everybody had to write a letter to themselves. Great emotional rollar-coaster when they had to do speed-reading after dinner. For us, we had to hype ourselves up.Swinging log phase2 was rather scary. All of them were not very focused resulting in getting hard kicks on the log. We had to support them but had to be harsh so that they will learn to rely on themselves. Survival game went on pretty smoothly but it was rather funny having many kids tagging you. Ended day2 with quite a nice little party.
DAY3: This day was quite a rush. My group pretty much did their group work on their own as they were all sensible people. Jeff refused to let Charles go up the swinging log as he was going to delay the chance of others. Had lots of fun during that day and for once in AKLTG history, WE ENDED EARLY!!Though it was only by 5mins. But, even ending on time was sort of a problem in AKLTG as there is just so much we have to do.
DAY4: Went to office with a heavy heart. I was afraid of doing the Total Truth Process. I didn't know how to do it. And I was afraid that I might 'go out of point'. Luckily, all's well, ends well. Only a few kids were left for the swinging log part and we managed to have 'R u HOT?!' for the kids. The winners are really spontaneous and could dance rather well.
DAY5: This day was really rushed. We all realised that we had to part but we still make the best out of the time we had left together. I wasn't there during the relationship as they went upstairs to share and all a.coaches had to help out. Was feeling really overwhelmed when I saw all the parents who came and how each of my goup members broke their karate boards without a doubt. All of them so cute. Really hate to part of Charles, Ng Nin, Minnie, Marc, Nanthini and Norman. Hope to see them again. Preferably sometime soon.


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