Reading my past posts, I have to realised the reason for boy's wierd comment which seems to have no link. But, after a quick thought, I got links back to his/her comment.

Actually, the fact that I wrote the previous post, shows that I know I have lots of people behind me, standing by me, caring for me. However, I feel that there can never be enough people to care about one person.(Thanks Kelvin for teaching me this.) Care is given unconditionally and we can get unlimited care from unlimited people.(Woei Tang taught me this. Thank you.) Even a stranger can get your care and concern.(And I want to thank Hans for teaching me that.) If you cared enough to read properly, there are actually clear signs that I knew it before that previous post. By the way, status is not given, like what you said. Status is rightfully recognised by yourself. If you feel good enough to be a king, nobody can deny that. You will always be a king of yourself if you believe in it enough. Also, reputation is built up and not given. It does not matter much whether you have a reputation or not. It's your own actions that counts most in the end. It's your integrity you have to answer to rather than your reputation. Your reputation can't be messed up, it can only be tarnished. Pray, do tell me who do you think that SHE is? Or that she thinks she is? All I know is that, she thinks that she is herself? Is that a crime? If so, please feel free to sue her or something. If you think that by thinking that she is herself, she is wrong, then I feel sad for there is another sheep amongst us.

So, this is what I will get if I don't explain myself. Such a sad and sadly, irritating thing too. Well, like Adam, and all of us, always say, choices have consequences. Doesn't matter, I shall have to type extra for the souls out there. Hey, at least I have an excuse to use the computer longer. Then, maybe people will understand better.

Gosh, I succumb too well to PRESSURE. Guess all I can do is to PUSH back. Hope there won't be any casualties, and if there are, that's sad then for it won't be me because I promised Kelvin korkor that I will take care of myself while he's away. Should have asked him to get me something from Genting. Back to the topic, as to schools nowadays, it's no wonder parents want to let their children be home-tutored. Good thing I went to schools, if not, I probably won't have enough exposure to people of the future society. Amazingly, people who have some substance, would be in high places and not shit-holes. What a sad world. The skies are so grey.

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