My prelim results are not as sucky as I had expected, though they are still extremely sucky nonetheless. Should I go coaching again? This reminds me that I have not finish my conversation with Ervin and Yuyuan. Well, I sort of have a slight craving for oreo cake and some coffee. Ironically, I can't stand bitter stuff. But, THE AROMA OF COFFEE JUST TEMPTS ME! I miss chocolate waffles and banana pratas and kaya toast and iced milk tea and chocolates and breakfast and sushi and subway cookies and snapple and ribena.

Well, I'm like not going to fulfil them or whatever because my prelims results just killed my appetite, not to the extent of me going to starve myself. Let's pray my english can manage a pass. I swear I'm going to plan some back-up plans for myself. Then do my best. Like what Wei Chee and XueXuan says, we hav got 6 weeks to brush up and just chiong everything.

I don't think I'm going to ka-jiao my emaths tys. I just need to pick out a few questions now and then to do. Priority shal be on geography? Of course and chem. I suddenly wish I can like lock myself with chemicals and work out all the wierd theoried myself. Maybe I get pass securities and sneak into some sulphuric acid making factory and watch the process. Shitness knows if I'm going to survive this week. I reckon that by the end of this week, I will feel like banging my head on a wall, hang myself, stab myself with knife, drink poison, drink detergent, starve myself, not drink water, jump down from my room, smash my computer, trip myself and fall on a sharp piece of glass, get run down by truck, etc.

Does the above paragraph make me feel as though my mind is fucked up? Well, my mind is as screwed as can be. Goodness knows what's in there anymore. Brain overworking, I feel. Shut down soon I need.

Now, let me think of how I'm going to answer my geog paper2 questions so that I can get at least 14-15 marks for each question as Mr. Gerald says. Every night study I shall go. I shall not complain even if it really do me no better. At least shujun shall also be there. She's my motivation. If everything goes on well, we shall start preparing during the long holidays, like make Huiting teach us bio.

Point to ponder: XueXuan says that only Ngee Ann Poly accepts students not offering bio for bio-med. Criteria for consideration is that L1B4 must be 15 and below. That reminds me that she told me before, somewhen at the start of the year when she asked me of my future path.

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