Of all people, I have come to dislike liars most. Seriously, who likes being lied to? Not me, not you, I hope.

However, I'm most amazed at someone, myself, for having the great magnimousity to forgive them unconditionally. Am I that dumb or is it that I just give up on them? I wish I were dumber, then at least I had an excuse. But, my reason for forgiving them? If they want to deny,then they shall continue to do so. At that particular point of time, I'm not the one who has the right to wake them up from their dreamland.

How I wish the world was simpler. That the people waking up on this globe would not be so complicated. That I don't have to go and decipher and understand just what they are up to. My head hurts from this and I'm not sadistic enough to like that feeling of pain, nausea, hurt. I'm tired of having to read in between the lines. I'm tired of having to mask it all up that I don't know what they are up to when it there right before me. Sometimes, I really wish I just wouldn't wake up.

Their motives, their hearts, their mindsets. Where has simplicity gone to? The dogs? As of now, I do not yearn for someone to save me from the world, to hold me up, to comfort me. I just hope someone, or some people, would bring me back from my deciphering of the secrets to Man's heart.



Did you know, sometimes I just hate you so much I wish I could just slap you. But I never wanted to because I know that I'm at fault too. Sometimes I wish you would stop lying to me and start asking me straight up front. I'm tired of having to trick you into saying what's on your mind. I wish I want to die now. But on the contrary, I don't, I wish to live and hopefully help others, luckily, not at the expense of myself.

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