I cannot see my future, that bright, shining, glowing end-of-tunnel thing. Wait, I remember something. I'm not allowed to say that. Or Shujun will come after me probably with parang or something else.

Shujun, though this is rather severely overdue, what you said did have an effect on me. Well, that's for you, in case you are wondering what went on afterwards and feeling frustrated with me. Scolding me with just that hint of sterness, as though you were afraid I would just lose it. I was close to that edge but you brought me back. How should I put it, I guess I just don't get used to doing or saying the many things I have in mind. But then again, the bubbles are with me, so I can blow them. Don't worry though, I haven't forgotten all about you. Will leave enough for your pleasure, I gurantee. Perhaps I will do some wierd concoction of bubble solution and then re-fill the bottle. That is, after we finished the original solution.

Now I see that you are back Fiona, I can have my late-night chatter back on again. Reading all those entries of your whereabouts in Malaysia makes me jealous. Someday, we need to go there ourselves and shop and other stuff. Meanwhile, we shall study and mug and everything until O's end. 17th for me and 20th for you. Now, it's the higher authorities to decide to put F&N on the 2oth, not me, so not my fault. After that, we will have roughly all the time in the world for each other. Reminding me of which, we need to decide and plan for the visiting of camps, and our plansafter that crappy exam. Oh, by the way, you know that I love you don't you? At least I know you love me, smiles.

Xueming! There you go again, bluffing me again. Thought there was supposed to be four people waiting for me to attend night-study, in the end there were three. Liying called you something, I'm not going to say it here. But, after Bro told her you weren't feeling well, her face sort of did a 540 degrees flip. You don't see her being concerned over someone everyday you know. As to what change my face or feeling had, I guess it's not important to you. Rest well little kid, and I will not let you off that easily for having bluff me so many times. Also, I'm not going to let you anywhere near the rain and hazr and all. Maybe I will out a hood over you or get you a hoodie and make you look like L.

I think I kind of stood you up yesterday again. Sorry Liying! I will get down to putting things right, soon I hope. As for that big topic we were all discussing that night, we shall further discuss it in finer details later. That kitkat bar of yours is half-eaten. The first bite tasted like panadol, the cherry flavoured one for kids. But the rest of it, was sour and sweet and smells nice. So, I'm wierder than you are, for I actually think that kitkat cherry blossom is nice. Oh my, I should bang my head against some wall. After O's and prom and result-taking. Remind me, I must not back out on Prom, I need to listen to Clara's presentation.

If you think you're left out, you are not! Never! Though I like always late and stuff, you never put me down much. You need to read this post girl! So, Yenling, when is our next trip down to the annoying and irritating? Soon right? Can't live too long without an argument and some teasing I guess. Makeover done by you, sure or not? You actually have that time to do that instead of preparing for the camp. Need me to go camp-shopping with you? Or bring you some cough-drops during camp? To my knowledge, I should be camping in Amara that night so the next morning I can still help to buy your breakfast, and perhaps Alan's too. Visiting should be done with Fiona, I hope/guess/wish.

Well, people, those who feel left out, I will continue probably tomorrow night, for I need to turn in for the night, or rather, morning. Loves and smiles, hugs and kisses. Laughs dies.

a mistake/ top