
awfully 19 ; CSS-ed,MBIO-ing bonnet,athena,infra,石头,simurgh,ORION let's make merry with chocolates,music&dance
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title: That kind of feeling is washing all over me again. I can't help but wat to succumb to it. It just wells up. I feel so frastruated. It's like I'm so incompetent. I can't catch up with the stupid lessons, I haven't gotten my textbooks, I don't understand the notes and worst of all, I have no idea what the lecturers want. Tierary institute isn't as nice as people put it. They are basically inefficient. Shan't elaborate as it would make me pissed all over again. Looking forward to this Sunday, very much.
Had Bonnet gathering just now, finally. Pretty sad that Zihui, Vanessa, Serene, Mandy, Sean, Roy, Jason, Ain and Shahida didn't make it. Had a super filling dinner ever. Went home late but it was worth it. Really opened my eyes to the current and next batch of working society. There can be people out there who criticise my batch of people but they fail to notice that we are actually nicer and alot more matured than the lot who are out there working out there now and the undergraduates. Singapore is small, if they are really that good they should bring more investors in or move out to work and really experience the world outside, not just in Singapore. Enough of that cab-"stealing" thing. It's such an unglamourous image to people older. Perhaps inefficiency is what will bring people down. Anyway, the gathering was so interesting. Those who miss out, I have no idea how to describe it to you. So sorry, my brain ain't working at this time. What is with the testing of our observation skills anyway? And like specifically us three. I simply refused to believe it's coincidence. Nest week is e-learning week. Still very unsure of what to do next week. I only know that we don't have to come on Friday but the others? Help? |
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