Alright, time for a decent post. Just for Jun, just for him/her.

Anyway, HE bluffed me. HE said HE wasn't being emo but, I found out the real thing. To think I believed HIM, at least managed to convince myself that I should trust HIM and not doubt HIS words. no idea what I want to do now, absolutely none. I'm even unsure of the terrain and situation I'm in. But it's a challenge ain't it, that's where all the fun is supposed to be, right? As previously mentioned, it's HIS head I want and really feel the need to dunk. Remind me to return the VCD first though, in case I forgot. I wished HE can just tell me the entire story right from the start. It's so irritating having to listen to it from a third person's point of view. Now, tell me that's just my own opinion.

Next!

Now, I have a slight idea on what's going on. Like, about HER. Sera told me what she knew or inferred about HER. The whole time, I was just wishing I knew something, but, respecting HIM, I didn't ask. Okay, maybe it's just my attitude, I don't like to ask. For to me, it seems like I'm invading someone's privacy or something. Well, as you can see, everything I now about HER, is through HER blog, how original. But it's essential to know how HER mind works, don't you think? To me, it matters alot, pobably a whole lot more than anybody.

Next!

You wanted to know exactly why I emo-ed on Friday at The Central right, Sera? I've worked out how to tell you already. And please, it's really NOT the version that you somehow have etched in your mind! For God's sake, you might want to erase that. It's like HE obviously love HER to shreds, at least to us, it seems. But, I just pains me to see that it's going the way HE wants things to go. You know I hate that feeling that I'm unable to help right? It actually feels ridiculous. Not to say on top of that I was feeling super sick. I, myself don't even understand what I was doing not just suddenly dissappear to go home. You wouldn't have seen me hand around so long if I had not thought that both of you would be worried. But, I was bascially trying not to faint that day. A bloody good day for fainting I must say, though. I don't know, but I still like those with words engraved on them. The words they use are just so impactful.

Done!

Two eventful days down, many more to go. I would be bloody surprised if I don't break down somewhen. Puffy eyes everyday is really not a fashion statement I must agree. However, I do wish to how long I can last like this.

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