Forever is a long time. I barely lived through till now. I bet the journey following is going to be worse. The cold wind is always there, just hiding, waiting for the time to come and freeze. It's Fathers' Day today. But, I'm still not feel good enough to want to be nice to daddy. Nevermind, I shall go get something tomorrow and somehow force myself to be nice. I'm a good kid, effective ten years ago. I think I'm going to go crazy, perhaps I'm even showing signs of insanity now. The inability to think properly and constant not knowing what to do is killing me. Nevermind, it has always been this way since a long time ago. Not used to it still, how sad.

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