As I listen to the song, I start to wonder how true it is. I've done too many things, so many bad, barely a few that can be counted as good, I hope. As I continue to wonder, I start to think about when I'm going to die, and how. Will my death be fast or slow and draggy. Will I die peacefully or will I die thinking and worrying about all those that I know during my living years. Will I die with people cursing me all their might or will there be people crying. If I died suddenly, will they even realise that I'm gone, forever. Will there be that impact in their hearts, should they chose not to show it? The future tense is nice to use. The future is unpredictable. A friend saw his close friend pass away at 24. Will I meet with the same thing, or will it be the people around me? I wonder, in this night.

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