For the past five hours, I've been living in surreal. I have absolutely no idea whether I'm dreaming or what. I do seem to have a sense that all these are real but at the same time, it seems so unreal. My mind still hasn't recover. It's still in the blank-out state it has been since five hours ago. I simply don't feel like talking to anybody. Well, other than my Nana, whom I'm already talking to. She can really make me smile. Like what she say, I shouldn't let anything affect me, must focus. But it's hard, and she knows too. I love you Nana. Let's be strong together. Even if they all get together here and there, you know I'm here, and I know you're there.

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