why do i love you (like i do)

title: i was hardworking
date: Wednesday, August 22, 2007
time:8/22/2007 01:24:00 AM

"I want to scream. I want to laugh. I want to smile. I want to cry. A million and one emotions running through me; the uncertainty of what I’m really feeling inside anymore. I know I’m tired, I want to slow down and take a break but I also want to pick up the pace… I want to see what the future holds for us." - Fiona Gwee

My sentiments exactly. Except that maybe it's just left with me. There was no 'us' to begin with. And therefore, there wouldn't be. I just want to stop. Not right here though. More like back then, to when it all just began. I don't want to lose sight of it. At least, at that time, I was true. True to myself, true to the people revolving around. As true as I never could be again, I guess. I wonder what you would call this. I think I just name it pain...

I did study in school yesterday. Here's proof.

To my right. There's supposed to be some people there.

To my front. See, nobody to disturb me. At all.

To the left. That was before the drizzle (I think).

Behind, and don't you dare try to scare me.

I did study... Who says I just slacked around?

I can't find it in me to finish alexis, therefore, it stopped there.

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