why do i love you, like i do?


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&do away with the dark,thunder&lightning

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title: back here (never.)
date: Sunday, September 14, 2008
time:9/14/2008 12:03:00 AM
Baby set me free from this misery
I cant take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And theres nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos Im thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And theres nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go


My mind has been turned into something in the likes of a whirlpool and I'm not in the middle of it all. All my thoughts turned inside out and flung away into the depths of darkness where I can't venture to find. The tears I held back to portray the happy me, the confusion and frustration of pressure, the sheer torment of being there, it's all ended. You should return to where you once belonged, use to belong, should have belonged, and now, must belong, in the depths of that darkness, with everything I have lost because of you. And this time, I know it will never come back up to the surface again.


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