why do i love you, like i do?


aint gona show

awfully 19 ; CSS-ed,MBIO-ing bonnet,athena,infra,石头,simurgh,ORION let's make merry with chocolates,music&dance
&do away with the dark,thunder&lightning

no weakness


im gona smile&tell
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title: HAPPYness!
date: Monday, September 29, 2008
time:9/29/2008 12:40:00 AM
I'm like getting songs from Nana! Let me swoon over it. Her playlist really has some nice songs! And it's been ONE whole year since we saw anything of each other. Living in two opposite parts of Singapore really is tough! Hard to meet, hard to meet and hard to meet!

I want to learn how to make egg-tarts! But... wells, it's alright I guess. But, at least let me eat them! Come on, nobody I know knows how to make anything. Except for Ying Min the cookie-master! I don't frigging care if I can't fry an egg damn it!

I'm going to be Desmie's tour guide to NP! Hopefully he does NOT test me on the history and stuffs, which sadly is what he likes to do to me. His forte seems to be bullying Ying Li into having nothing to say and have to look to him for answers. I mean, like for eons ago, he's been the know-it-all that I first knew, got to know but still don't understand. Haven't seen him in like TWO whole years?! Can't help feeling excited! He changed alot from what I can see from his friendster pictures. And yes, you're like forever bestie! And I read your blog, and am very very very unhappy about something.

Ohs, so Jehanne is back in Singapore like from don't know how long ago. And, I have another kangaroo stuff toy to my collection! Happiness, I tell you! Now my bed is sitting with stuff toys from all my beloved! Envy her for getting to meet up with Daddy in Aussie. I didn't even get to see her when she came back. Other than that time when she came for training.

The Pangkor people are BACK! Like since, last week or something? Had many laughters listening to the happenings over there. And asyraf, KOTA TINGGI ain't no SLUMS please! There are so much less beehives in the cubicles, no more ANTS in showerheads, no BEES, no STUFFY tents and other what nots. And from the pictures I see of Pangkor, it's not that shabby okay! I have gone to places worse.

Met Sera specially for lunch last week too! I mean, how many times in my life do I actually do that?! Especially for Sera it's like a total first! Walk, walk, talk, talk, eat, eat, laugh, laugh, shop, shop, zi-high, zi-high. I'm mad about that KOREAN shop in WEST MALL! It's so cute!

Another plus point for my previously dreadful week, WEIJIE came to talk to me! Even though it's at like 3am in the night. First time okay! And in a very very very long time. Though the topic was rather demoralising, but, still miss talking to him. Obviously not the part that I look like donald duck. Come on, it CAN'T possibly be true right?!

The good feeling of being part of ORION is still left inside of me. Everytime I think of them, and the times we spent in Kota Tinggi, I just feel like crying. I'm not sure how much impact our words and decisions have on them, but I do remember the impact the group have on me. They let me have a brand new impression on family. It must have been the LOVE!

Happiness continue even into my work! Met this new partner of mine who can really entertain me and bring laughter to the working area. Gossip lots and laugh so much that the supervisor had to tell us to quieten down.

Of course, there had been many down points. The quarrels are geting on my nerves.


Current mood has been changed from super high and happy to super down and out. Roller-coaster rides are part of my life as much as yours. I'm only human. Don't worry, I can still bear it. At least for quite a long time.


Final note: All these things I hate revolve around me, but the tears don't fall.


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