why do i love you, like i do?


aint gona show

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title: Over YOU
date: Friday, October 24, 2008
time:10/24/2008 12:15:00 AM
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you
And I got over you
And I got over you

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

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I'm so pissed off I don't even know what I can't do. Sometimes I feel like giving up, sometimes I feel I can't continue. Do you even know how much pressure you're capable of inserting? Maybe it's time for another anger management course.


edit:
I'm happy now. I'm glad I got my courage up and clear things up with you. It sure felt good to hear what you've got to say, and let you catch a glimpse of my life. Like I said, I'll cherish you. Keep good of your agreements and promises too okay! You're the first and probably only person whom I will tell such things to. I'm really happy I didn't give up in the end, despite the many attempts to. It sure is a peculiar situation, but I'll remember what I've learnt, from you, from this. Thanks xxxxx, you really made my day, even though I was crying while talking to you. But no worries for you brought the smile back up already!


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