title: Like flowers, they never lasted
date: Friday, November 14, 2008
time:11/14/2008 01:08:00 AM I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday
[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
[Chorus]
I thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday
[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
___________________________________________________ People come, and people go. Of the many people you walk past each day, there stand a tiny propotion who made their way into your heart, into your mind, onto your face. The pride of your life, the fun of the time, those laughters and what not. Friends walk away, friends stay behind. How many, of the numerous, do you wnat to hold on to forever, call them your true friends or best friends. Which ones do you consider as good friends whom you can open your heart to and have fun with, with absoulutely no worries?I always wonder if people ever stop in their tracks of their lives to mourn over a lost friendship just as they do for anybody in the passing. I always wonder if people would look back on their lives and remininisce the times of joy which they no longer find in their lives. I always wonder many things. Of the good, the innocent, the great, the joy, the warmth. I sometimes feel like I could almost understand how people feel, when they celebrate with their friends. But everytime I feel that I'm starting to understand the rationale of opening up to people, of trusting them, I'll just have to clamp up all over again. Just when I understood what having fun together, I lost sight of everything.Why had I trusted that trust itself was for real? Why had I believed that belief is sacred? Why had I been promised when promises itself breaks easier than glass? Most of all, why did I defied all that I had known for some things which were merely hearsay?Pieces of my heart went missing over the years becuase of my foolishness, yet I insisted on risking myself for the things that I wasn't supposed to believe in. This time, the pieces that dropped amounted to too much. Far too much to be the price of my foolishness, perhaps for the past many years.Sera, I think this is my life. Joy and laughter are but memories treasured inside of me. As much as I wish, the present can never gift me what I hope for. I think it's time I give up. On wishing, on hoping, on praying, on believing, on trusting, on everything that everybody seems so comfortable doing. There is just that immensible gap that I fell into between us.All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterdayP.S.: I guess there is really nothing I can or want to do anymore. I've really lost faith this time.
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