why do i love you (like i do)

title: perhaps, it can end tonight?
date: Wednesday, November 05, 2008
time:11/05/2008 08:54:00 PM

Perhaps, I should return to the time when inter-personal relationships are but likened to business collaboration. It's so much easier to maintain, no strings attached only terms and conditions, plus, confirmed benefits.

Why did I bother to make myself believe in the good of people when I never believed "人之初，性本善". Underneath it all, humans never believed such of me. Things were so easy back then, no hard feelings for we know each other's cards were. Perhaps, it was just me who managed to sucessfully deceive myself that poly life wasn't as tough as what others say.

Maybe, tonight is the night when it all ends. When Ying Li tells herself that she has to be critical in her thinking. That she has to be stronger than she already is to face all the adversities. When the thinking has changed, what impact will it have, on the current platform of life, it matters no longer to her. It's like I've said, my heart has been broken too much that there's simply no point trying to fit everything back again.

Is it really me?

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Here I am with you
I'm there 'til the end
Memories are calling
So farewell my friend

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