title: at least in my dreams,just let me take my time and reminisce
date: Tuesday, December 16, 2008
time:12/16/2008 01:02:00 AM I was lost and alone
Trying to grow
Making my way down that long winding road
Had no reason no rhyme
Like a song out of time
And there you were standing in front of my eyes
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
Dead-end roads
And warning signs
Destination nowhere
In sight
Divided we stand
Together we fall
There isn't a God
That can save us all
So don't pray on your knees
Just, beg on your hands
There is no belief
In this promised land
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Pull the curtain, begin
Paranoia's wearing thin now
It's wearing thin now
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Close my eyes, realize
I've become the victimized now
Desensitized now
The one and only day has come
I'll pay for all the bad things I've done
It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy
I've been to hell and back, can ya tell it?
Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep
I fear the worst might be the heart's just to explode
And my time is up so...
Why can't I just lie?
I forget the dreams in my mind
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
Good as dreams as black as the night
No one told me end is a lie
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
Good as dreams as black as the night
No one told me end is a lie
Now we're gone, do you still feel
The same? Well now, can't you see?
I need help to stop me from myself
Well can't you help me now?
We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like this I forget what I miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Especially when yours is full of emptiness
And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye
It's like a fairy tale
Without a happy ending
But then again
Maybe we are just pretending
Why does it have to be so unfair?
Tell me that you care
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
But I gotta pack up and leave
But I'll always remember how we came close
to being how I wanted to be
Far is where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone
I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me
I need to start to be myself
'Cause I'm sick of everybody else
Can you tell me, How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is not past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Can someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
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