why do i love you (like i do)

title: slowpoke
date: Saturday, December 20, 2008
time:12/20/2008 12:36:00 AM

I think I have done enough, been through enough. I'm not going to pretend that I am that ignorant anymore. Once again, I shall just go according to another person's wishes. It shall be done the way you would have wanted. But this time, I will just let things go its way. No matter how badly things turn out, I know what I want. And this time, I know what to expect, instead of always guessing, always thinking. The things that you always refuse to say, it shall be as that I'm not fated to know. But now, I don't want to know them. I think I already know what they are and have always known. Seriously, sometimes I wish I'm as slow as said.

You made me smile,
You made me cry,
You were all the things,
That I never were.

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I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you
I'll wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever in vow
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

All the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Can you tell me, How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is not past
How could I have memories of being happy
Can someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened

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