Valentines' Day today, the fourth day since anybody last saw Jordan. Am going to invade NUH tomorrwow morning again. Seriously, now, I can't bring myself to go to NUH again. Looking at Jordan, all I could think of was that he's lying there, not awake. All I could do in front of him was to cry&cry. All I could say was nothing at all. People have been coming all over to visit him, pray for him, talk to him. Paper cranes are being made everyday, alongside stars&hearts. And so, I shall make roses. Jordan, I remembered that you wanted to learn how to fold roses. I'll teach you when you wake up alright? And then you can complain that my roses are ugly and all. Jordan, It's not funny anymore, you're making us all anxious for you to wake up now. It's really not the time to be lazy, what's with exams, D&D, Trial Camp and even FOC coming up all so soon! We admit it okay, that we need you, that we all want you back, like really badly!

And if you have forgotten, Soshi's birthday is coming up real soon already. Let's all celebrate his birthday together alright? And you still haven paid up for D&D even though you told me that you would last week. Besides all these, have you forgotten that I told you that we'll continue the conversation that we had at the bus-stop at your house? There's still so much you want to tell me, that I know. And now, I'm here waiting for you to continue what you want to tell me. Are you really going to ditch your workload for Trial Camp and FOC on to all of us? Stop being lazy and wake up already yah?

I'll pwn you in making roses, in running around school, in enduring 5 sleepless days. Why don't you wake up and tell me that you'll make me self-pwn? And guess what. Now I'm on better terms with your clique already. Isn't that your aim of that conversation that day? It had taken me long to remember the contents you know? Furthermore, you haven't told me what logistics you need for Trial Camp. I'm still waiting for an answer.

Come on, so many people have cried for you for the past 4 days that it pains me to see them. Don't you feel heartbroken too that so many people have to tear for you? Stop being stubborn and come back already okay? Please?

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