Would you know the feeling of true despair when all you can do is to see somebody you care for walking in the exact path that you did? You were once unguided, left to fend for your own. Yet you learnt. You grow in a positive way that probably nobody would have had done. You strive to guide the people trailing behind to learn the same way. But yet, how many would follow you? The pain that they'll suffer to be strong, the hurt they'll get to survive. Wouldn't it be easier to just fall&let the currents take you? Wouldn't be easier to pretend, to hide away, to throw yourself off? But sometimes, the softer way, isn't the best way. You think you learnt, but you ended not knowing a thing. You just haven't reach a point whereby you'd realise that you're but another innocent soul, trying to get yourself lost in the wide surface of trips&traps. Sometimes, there can't be second chance. Maybe, there'll come a time to listen to what others have to say. To open up&realise that people out there are as unfortunate as you. But, they chose to pick a different route to reach the ending. That perhaps, the harsh moments are essential for you to be get to where you want to be.

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