Shujun is trying to make me add Imaginary Friend on Friendster. And she went, "You got no childhood ar?" I was trying to forget that my childhood is non-existant, and trying very hard mind you. I wish I have a childhood, and not act like somebody who has autism when young which was suddenly cured. But, I really don't get the thing about needing to have an imaginary friend. Well, since I already don't have a childhood, there's no need for me to go find it. Unfortuantely, soft toys are essential tools of helping me create a childhood already. But then again, there are some soft toys which I kept, but disliked right from the start. I wonder why I bother keeping them anyway.




Come to think of it, I sometimes wonder why I don't have a childhood. It's not like I don't have a happy family, or do I really?





Did I mention? I dislike having to repeat myself. I positively hate saying the same thing more than two times.



I just realised, I haven't been a normal kid since eight. That just about sums everything up, Ihave no childhood. People out there can start talking about their childhood. But, I wish that somebody would realise that I probably wouldn't understand anything anybody is talking about as long as the topic is related to childhood. Now, I don't see the need to re-create a childhood since it's too late already, or find one because it just doesn't exist. Who says everybody needs to have a childhood?

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