I have so much to say, so many things to clear up but I just can't say it out. It's not me to do that. I know I should well be sleeping right now but I'm going to go soon. For me, love and concern don't end with an awkward instance which resulted in a discontinuation of communication. There's so much that I know I can say, but nothing has ever come out of my mouth. The thoughts I think, are always gone by the next morning because of me forcing myself to work till maximum exhaustion. There's so many things I can't remember that I feel like I've been through a car accident and suffered concussion causing my memory to only last a day. But then again, if my memory only lasts a day, I might have been much happier, since I woldn't be able to remember anybody at all. This way, there is no way I can be sad other than thinking why I can't remember the happy moments. Wouldn't it be nice if I'm no longer around.

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